You want to be happy and you try but then you remember

All the haunting memories

The pain they bring back

They never leave you alone

They make a sunny day tempest

You cry when you’re left alone

In the dark …

You fell in love and they broke your heart so

You stopped feeling happiness

You felt like God forgot about you but after falling again you stopped even believing in him…

You started thinking about life

And decided it wasn’t worth it

You live a life time of hell in turn for an eternity of peace sound fair , right? But you don’t feel like Living anymore you cant wait for the peace . You even start to wonder about this peace they promised . You cry every ,day every night ,
By now you cant tell blood from tears

They both feel the same and they both hurt the same