Diary of Someone Fat and Ugly

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-10-11T09:52:00

2006-10-11T08:46:52Z

I feel SO ill today. Just all sick and blaghh.
Thus, why Im not at school....and why im in sweatpants.
So I decided to be productive, and start my law essay, only, I dont wanna.

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-09-05T13:06:00

2006-09-05T12:06:45Z

So, I got the pics from my camera, but im far too lazy to post them. Maybe later

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-08-24T11:21:00

2006-08-24T10:22:14Z

GCSE results are in!

Art - B
Food tech - C
Drama - B
English - C
English Lit - A
French - D
RS - B
Maths - C
Science [Double] - BB
Geography - B
Citezenship - B

SO HAPPY!!!
I *need* to tell EVERYONE

Disney Pics 1

2006-07-15T15:19:44Z

Pictures
Of florida
Ok, not ALL of them, about a third really

This is All Star Movies. It is the ARSEHOLE of Disney. Thankfully we managed too get out of there pretty quick, it just wasnt clean

Shamu show at seaworld. I love Shamu

Aminals from the Safari in Animal Kindom

Me & King Louis & Baloo
[Jungle Book]

Mine & Dads tierd feet

Tiger!!

Tiger again! ♥

Tiger in water

Everest! Its a new ride at AK

Pooh& Friends at Crystal Palace, where we went for breakfast

Dad&Tigger

Me & Tigger

Dad&Pooh

Me&Pooh

Dad&Piglet

Me&piglet

Eeyore &Dad

Eeyore&me

Magic Kindom on July 4th

God, Americans are annoying when theyre patriotic! I started singing O Canada too piss them off.

Teacups much

Me&Dale&Chip [Chips the one with the chocolate chip nose :p]

Me & Daisy!! My favourite!!!!

Disney cup!

Total accident! Ok I lied, I made it like that

Me on Small World

Cinderellas Castle

Donald&I

Minnie & Minnie
[Note, comments that are negative about my shorts wont be tolerated. Theyre sexyful &I love them!]

Rock&Rollercoster

Mickeys sorcerer hat

Me&scooby doo

A little something for the X Factor fans

Yeh, I met Donkey. & Yeh he talks

I GOT THE CANADA PIN!! & AT LAST!!! [In Niagra & Epcot]

Epcot...spaceship earth. Yes thats Dad

Me&Chip&Dale again

Donalds Boat. With Daisy on the front

Never let Goofy fly YOUR plane

Me&Mickey&Dad

People SICKEN me

2006-06-16T20:47:47Z

Men jailed for homophobic murder of barman

By Astrid Zweynert

LONDON (Reuters) - Two men were jailed for life on Friday for the homophobic murder of a gay barman in a ferocious attack that injured him so badly he could only be identified by his fingerprints.

Thomas Pickford and Scott Walker pleaded guilty at London's Old Bailey to murdering Jody Dobrowski last October as he walked home through a London park after an evening out with friends.

Dobrowski, 24, described by his family as a "beautiful, bright young man", died in hospital hours after the two attackers punched and kicked him, inflicting more than 30 separate injuries on their victim.

"You could have had only one intention ... that was to engage in homophobic thuggery," judge Brian Barker told the men.

Barker said the evidence clearly pointed to a premeditated attack on a gay man.

"It was Jody's tragic misfortune to cross your path. You subjected him to mindless abuse and showed him no mercy.

Both men, who had previously denied murder, will have to serve at least 28 years each for the killing, the judge said.

During the assault on Clapham Common, an area known for gay pick-ups, the killers stuffed Dobrowski's shoe into his mouth and shouted homophobic abuse as they beat him.

They later told witnesses they had attacked Dobrowski because they did not like gay men and "that is why we can kill him if we want," the court was told. Pickford told a friend later it had felt "great" to have kicked Dobrowski.

Dobrowski, an assistant manager at a bar in north London, died from head, neck and facial injuries which were so serious that his family did not recognise him.

Sheri Dobrowski paid tribute to her son's "strength in the face of cowardice" and said that "no intelligence or reasonable society" could accept homophobic violence.

"In a free and democratic society, Jody's murder was an outrage," the family said in a statement.

Pickford, 25, unemployed, and Walker, a 33-year-old decorator, both had previous convictions for violent crime.

from http://newsbox.msn.co.uk/article.aspx?as=adimarticle&ae=windows-1252&f=uk_-_olgbtopnews&t=4023&id=3021483&d=20060616&do=http://newsbox.msn.co.uk&i=http://newsbox.msn.co.uk/mediaexportlive&ks=0&mc=5&ml=ma&lc=en

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-05-31T02:22:00

2006-05-31T01:23:04Z

Its late so I dont feel like a long entry
1. went shopping with nan and got some new stuff
2. watched celeb X factor, and found it terribly dull and think that Sharons acting like a cunt

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-05-16T19:38:00

2006-05-16T18:51:15Z

Pictures of us at school below cut!

James, hiding behind his girlfriend

Courage, Princess Red, Vi.
Looking at PRBs arm .lol

Princess Red picked up cheese instead of her lunch. LOL

Courage. Posing

Vi...so gangsta

Nem innit

Ws looking sensible and Vi making her gangsta. lol

Thats just random

The art of conversation. Ws and Courage

Us all! Me the blonde. Between Vi and Nem

Mankey banana of Vi's

Vi and Nemily are like brothers...

Courage and PRB are like...something

Courages sandwich

Random art above nems head

Shoes. oooh artsy

This picture made me laugh SO HARD!

But then so did this!!

Vi's lunch!

Nems hair

Squished grape

Mess...or is it art?

Miss Connery

Empty chair &&Vi's lunch again

Me. How myspace is that? lol

Back of my ear

Nem eating an apple

Vi holding an orange

Ws's lunchbox

Courages plastic film.

PRBs crisp packet

Artsyyyy

this is the worst picture EVER!! Me and Vi. So gangsta...but where is my chin?

Nem being a tard!

Class folders storage. hehee

Poster that I like

Sign that was randomly there about college open days

Emo kids!! Next too the closest table. haha

Chardonnay didnt want to be photographed

But we dont give up that easily

Danni

Typical lunchtimeness. With Mr Ford in the distance

Thats all folks!

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-05-10T20:31:00

2006-05-10T19:32:45Z

I BELONG!!
I could CRY!! I am SO SO HAPPY!!
I never really fitted any of the specifications for real anorexia, or bulimia, or binge eating, or even EDNOD, but I FOUND OUT!! Im Night Eating Disordered!! Its such a relif. And I'm a tard for being so ovgerly happy about this, but IM REAL!!

Night Eating Syndrome

Here's the Merck Manual definition and conclusion about treatment. (1982 ed.) p.917:

"Night Eating Syndrome consists of morning anorexia, evening hyperphagia (abnormally increased appetite for consumption of food frequently associated with injury to the hypothalamus) and insomnia. Attempts at weight reduction in these 2 conditions, (referring to bulimia as well), are usually unsuccessful and may cause the patient unnecessary distress."

The authors call both syndromes, "deviant eating patterns apparently based on stress and emotional disturbance..."

Episodes of Anorexia and Insomnia can begin at an early age, usually in children who are overweight, and are sometimes accompanied by joint paint. It is interesting to note what the parent of a now 24 year old daughter had to say...

"I've always had the feeling that much of the stress and emotional disturbances my daughter has suffered have been the result of social rejection and discrimination rather than the cause of her eating disorder ... more so as she got older. She started out as an intelligent, outgoing, cheerful human being. There is a line in our culture where a marginally acceptable "chubby" child becomes a miserable adolescent and then a depressed adult."

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People with Night-eating syndrome are characterized as people that put off eating until late in the day, who binge on food in the evenings and who experience problems with falling asleep and/or staying asleep.

"People who exhibit NES don't eat a lot at one sitting, often skip breakfast, and don't start eating until noon," says psychiatrist Albert Stunkard, an obesity researcher at the University of Pennsylvania. "They will over eat the rest of the day, and eat frequently. They also have difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep."

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-05-07T16:46:00

2006-05-07T15:46:34Z

Im gone for just a little while

because I'm revising and have exams and shitt x

Found this...

2006-03-31T21:17:55Z

[x] Please dont judge me by my face, By my religion or my race, Please dont laugh at what I wear, Or how I look or do my hair, Please look a little deeper, Way down deep inside, And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide, Behind my clothes the secrets lie, Behind my smile I softly cry, Please look a little deeper, And maybe you will see, The lonely little girl, That lives inside of me, if you just look deep enough, You'll find the real me [x]

Things that will always make me laugh

2006-03-31T20:44:24Z

Things that will always make me laugh:
1. Bent Pegger - A phrase me and flaire made up on D of E last year, and sat laughing at a bent peg for over an hour, and have called each other bent peggers ever since
2. Showercaps - the FOS-sters get this
3. Hat Lawyer - Will & Grace, Wills screenname, because Hot Lawyer is taken
4. Hung Up - That song by madonna, memories of Andi peters on dancing on ice
5. Its like riding a bike in a tent - another Lal/flaire on D of E thing, terribly misconstrued by those outside of the tent
6. Alamo -The Ozzy incedent. A grown man peeing at the alamo at 9am pissed as a fart in one of sharons evening gowns
7. Knives - funny
8. The artist formerly known as princess - another will and grace thing, what will says to jack :-D
9. Gay Guinea Pigs - from the egg advert
10. Moms crazy dancing at her party

Dancing on Ice

2006-02-11T15:15:48Z

Im going to dads later. Moms just cooking at the moment, but Dads making pizza :D

I watched some of the opening ceremony for the olympics last night, goodbye any hope I may have held for GB winning any medals. The skaters SUCK, curling is DULL and we really dont have that many people in anything. The Canadians and the Swiss will win like everything.

I requested tickets for Dancing on Ice earlier, for the 25th!! Yay!! OMG I might be seeing Dancing on Ice!!

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-01-27T11:47:00

2006-01-27T11:47:51Z

hey
meh well im at school, and im supposed to be working, but I really dont want to and I hate this, and I have to go to my mums stupid party later, and miss AI, and oh, lest night, i wanted a bowl of prooridge, so I made it, went for the sugar, and it was brown. I hate brown sugar!!
So pointless, but *very bored*

xxxalexxxx @ 2006-01-02T16:42:00

2006-01-02T16:42:49Z

Today I wrote one fanfic for FOS, and that is the most i've done

Friends Only

2005-12-30T19:16:09Z

Friends Only
comment for an adding...active journals only.
only nice people

Oh sorry, its cause my dad read it, and I cant stop him reading old things, but I can make the rest friends only cant it

xxxalexxxx @ 2005-12-30T02:58:00

2005-12-30T02:58:30Z

its like 3am and im still online
i am so sad

xxxalexxxx @ 2005-12-29T19:05:00

2005-12-29T19:05:14Z

I dont want to go to any stinking parties with anyone
ever
especially my mum

xxxalexxxx @ 2005-12-28T18:23:00

2005-12-28T18:23:53Z

i beleive its time for some new userpics

also...yay i worked on my geography. hopefully pulled it up a few maks *prys*

xxxalexxxx @ 2005-12-27T21:23:00

2005-12-27T21:23:52Z

Livejournal used to be so cool. Now its turning into a chore. IO went on blurty and xanga, which I havent done FOREVER today, and made pointless posts cause no one reads them, but I wanted too anyway.
Humm

xxxalexxxx @ 2005-12-27T20:39:00

2005-12-27T20:40:06Z

I think im dying
Im not even sure nif im still awake, or weatcher to take more medication
Oh I can see that i'll get a lot done this xmas break...

Love

2005-12-27T17:03:03Z

well today
went to grandparents
im really ill
parents and woman at counter in morrisons wants me to go to doctors
have to take benalyn, so i'm getting smashed, like legally (cause its the none drowsy)

and im in love
shes female
shes perfect
shame she has no idea

xxxalexxxx @ 2005-12-26T23:53:00

2005-12-26T23:54:01Z

Im wanna get myself an agent

xxxalexxxx @ 2005-12-25T17:22:00

2005-12-25T17:22:29Z

I cant even find happiness on the forums at the moment *feeling really left out*
Its fucking xmas and I just want to scream

Bah, Humbug

2005-12-25T17:14:55Z

Well xmas, my favourite day of the year
And my mother wrecks it
Nothing major, just irritating nigly little things, so I retreated to dads house, with the digi-can and several uninteresting pictures

Look its a picture of a picture of me

Our table

The Tree

I was drunk, pissed off, and taking pictures...what do you expect

My art drawing

My presents!!! Look X factor DVD!!!! YAY!!!!

merry xmas

2005-12-25T12:46:11Z

I just downloaded like a shitload of stuff to my MP3 player :D
Im just charging the portable DVD player, with the X FACTOR DEVD IN IT!!!! AHHHH I was so happy. I think I screamed when I got it :D yay!!
Mom went up to auntie janes, but i stayed home, and set up my new MP3 cause im an antisocial bitch
Dads coming later with more presents!!
and URGH xmas dinner
And also yay, flaire got me the will and grace book :D